I'm feeling a little, well not sure how I'm feeling but feels a little strange.
I believe in healing and have seen some amazing things happen through a simple prayer of faith.
Others have had major things happen to them; like almost completely deaf ears open under my hand (feeling the ear pop open) watching a man with spina bifida stand and walk straight without any pain for the first time in his life; seeing people free from (back, hip, knee, shoulder, head, neck and most every other place on their body) pain who have been struggling for years, and yet as soon as come up against an old lady who is suffering with terrible arthritis who doesn't get healed after the second time I pray for her, I find myself now hesitant to try again.
I get to her place and I'm keen to pray; I've been listening to cd's on healing and I'm primed and yet when I get to talk to her I am overwhelmed by doubt.
What happens if nothing happens? What will she think of me, of God, of whatever?
Why I am so reluctant when it comes to this amazing lady?
Why aren't I so eager to see her recieve that I'm banging down her door to pray for her????
What the heck is wrong with me???
Do I believe or not??
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